It was around month 4 of my recovery and I was sitting on the couch, phone surfing, when I randomly clicked on my instagram profile. I scrolled to my first selfie picture and my stomach dropped. When I looked at the first picture of myself I had seen from prior to the Near Death Experience, the immediate words out of my mouth, out loud, were, “that guy’s dead”. Not only did the picture shock me, but I shocked myself with the words as well. I don’t know why I said it. It was me in the picture, it looked exactly like me, no visual difference, but my reaction was that he/I am no longer here. It was as if he had passed, and I came back in his place like a swap had taken place. Even my tattoos were no longer mine, they were his. I no longer feel that way when I see a picture from before, but I can solidly say that the feeling of being a very different entity here and now has stayed.

I started to take note of many unexplainable changes after returning. Here are a few I have noticed:

• Increased clairvoyance and clairsentience
• Heightened energy sensitivity. Feeling the energy of people from a distance.
• Lucid dreaming nightly in all 5 senses and being in multiple places at once
• Repulsed by negativity or anything that creates seperation – drama, music, news, politics, television, anything
• A tenfold increase in the appreciation of beauty, nature, and the smallest circumstances
• A tenfold increase in gratitude
• A tenfold increase in compassion
• My perception of all scenarios has changed. My perception of what it means to be human has changed.
• Even after recovering, my body now rejects alcohol, caffeine, and sugar.
• Synchronicities in the forms of numbers, animals, and patterns are everywhere and are recognizable in ways I could not understand before.
• The Teachings – I do not have any explanation for the knowledge that I have on the topics I’ve written about in the NDE Teachings. I did not read any books, watch any programs, or listen to any material on the subjects that I’ve written about on this site.

I was told that life would not be the same for me, and it is true in all ways. I know what I am here to do, and the start of that was putting together this series of posts on my Near Death Experience. My original plan was to take this experience to the grave, but I met a group of wonderfully supportive people who have given me the courage to share something that has changed my life forever.

I hope my experience and any future posts you come across help you, or resonate with you while on your journey.

Have a great day!